11/11/23
i had a dream i was leaving some kind of convention and it was like the last day of highschool and everyone was teary. i was on a train with a classmate and we cried together. someone i'd dated was also there and as i got off the train i saw my family picking me up and i realised i had left my miumiu handbag and other clothes in the hotel room i had been staying in for the duration, and i was upset and couldn't get through to the hotel on the phone. so we were leaving and the person i'd dated walks right past and pretends not to have seen me so i tap him on the arm and he still blanks me so i say his name- still nothing. i say something like "oh real mature" and he grimaces and walks away.
on the train ride home i saw him riding an electric scooter down a wide street with a skateboard. he would stand with one foot on each or alternate.
then we had to find our way home through a darkened shopping complex with weird corridors like a haunted house. we sat in a lounge after crawling through a small perspex window and someone told me they had filmed my performance and that i should take a look